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by **animal lover** » Tue Jul 22, 2008 11:41 pm

Everything is going wrong i just want to SH again. Had bullying for past 2 weeks, now broken up from school and feeling worse than ever. I have to meet my new theripist on friday and then going away. So close to giving up earlier due to upset with my mum don't think i can go another week without SH !
Megan.xxx

by **munchie** » Wed Jul 23, 2008 12:32 pm

You are doing really well, coping with bullying is hard i was bullied at school and it was some of my hardest years but things do get easier if you just hang in there. Have you talked to anyone about the bullying does your school have a youth pastor you could appoach to talk thing through? Sometimes holidays are a hard time because you have so much more time to dwell on what is going on is there anything locally you could get involved with like some voluntary work or a youth bible week or something it can really help to do something worth while that keeps you busy. (I don't know how long you are going away for so that may not be possible.) Hang in there and keep fighting

love and hugs
munchiexx

by **Keziah** » Wed Jul 23, 2008 4:16 pm

Megan,

I hope your camp is ok for you and remember to use the leaders there to talk with or for general support if you struggle.

Kezzie x

by **animal lover** » Fri Aug 08, 2008 9:58 am

Camp was fab !
Megan.xxx

by **smurf** » Fri Aug 08, 2008 10:15 am

Glad you enjoyed it!

by **animal lover** » Fri Sep 26, 2008 10:51 pm

Bad stuff is happening.

by **salkins** » Sat Sep 27, 2008 7:52 am

can you say a bit more, hon?
Posting might help you feel less alone with it all and getting the support from others here may help you, even tho things feel so difficult and unsortable from where you are looking at all the difficulties.
Try to find small things that you could try to do for yourself that may distract of help to ease the pain of the moment.
Sorry not a great answer, but I will pray for you fo find ways to survive all the struggles thru today.
best wishes from sally

by **animal lover** » Sat Sep 27, 2008 9:29 pm

I don't know why i am still alive. I have tried to cut my wrists but i don't even loose enough blood to feel dizzy. Is this God trying to help me, wanting me alive ? I don't understand. Should i be grateful?
Please can someone help me understand this.

by **Eppie** » Sun Sep 28, 2008 8:49 am

Megan, God certainly wants you alive. He created you, He loves you and He has a purpose for your life.
You need to share how you feel in your next therapy session
E x

by **animal lover** » Sun Sep 28, 2008 5:02 pm

i don't want to be alive i wish i was never born most of the time

by **Eppie** » Sun Sep 28, 2008 5:04 pm

have you read Psalm 139? It talks about how God made you... knitted you together infact, which someone once described to me as embroidering - He took real care in making you, and HE LOVES YOU!
E x

by **animal lover** » Sun Sep 28, 2008 5:08 pm

I don't feel as if he does. I feel like him and everyone else hates me.

by **animal lover** » Sun Sep 28, 2008 8:23 pm

No one loves me they just feel sorry for me.

by **Keziah** » Wed Oct 08, 2008 7:33 pm

Sweetie - that may be how it feels, but it is not true.

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