Hello Kezzie,
just wondering how you have been feeling recently? You said in a different thread that you don't find holiday times easy. I'm someone who likes my structure too, so I help that now January is here and Christmas is behind you, things are feeling a bit more stable. But hows your mood?
Has your hubby recovered enough to help out with some of the childcare and domestic stuff so all that isn't completely down to you?
best wishes, sally